I don't want to be MEAN in all this... I just want to say cause it hurts me.

When you try to live your life normally and suddenly, people are complaining for absolutely nothing. But why? I mean, can't you just open your eyes and see what is BEAUTIFUL around you and not only the dark stuff? Imagine : wanna see your friends, cause you don't see them often, so you want to organise something fun, but you have to invite everyone around, even if sometimes you don't want to. But when you do they complain all day long about the fact that it wasn't fun, or during the event can't stop complaining about the movie/the people/the food/the place. It pisses me off when I want to see people I like, and some others don't want to understand this! I see my parents once a year, the only place I can live is where I am ! I have friends and I want to see them I have two choices : invite them over once in a while OR go at their place, that's what I do, but when I do, some complain about it, cause I want to have fun! I mean, if you can't understand, if you don't WANT to understand, that I want to live, well TELL me. You know I've told you before, many times! And why can't you still get it? Your mood is affecting me and others! Why do you think we CAN'T be depress? Cause you complain about the fact that we are. But why can't we complain when you are depress? Once in a while... ok I get it, I mean, everybody can be depress, or be in a bad mood, but when it's everyday... there's problem somewhere. If you need to see some other people, if you need to have new friends: GO FOR IT! We are not your parents, you're not attached to us. Invite people at our place if you please, but don't go complaning on our back. I hate the fact that everything I do, I "do it bad" or not like you'd want me to. When I'm done with something, you don't have the right to go talk in my back cause I'm playing on my computer: I'm done with the work! Understand that we are human being, and that we have feelings too. You're not the only one on the planet who does, nothing is against you on Earth. I can tolerate for a certain time, but now, I can't. I talked about this 3 times with you. Each time you cry, each time you're sorry, but you never stop. You go on and on! Perfection is not of this world. You're not perfect, we're not. NOBODY IS! If you try to understand that maybe one day life will seem better to you. Think about what people feel sometimes, maybe a little about how people close to you feel when you talk in their back. I'm sad to see you sad, but I can't get the fact that it's always our fault? If you can't live with us anymore cause you're tired of us that much, then tell us please. We don't want to live a life where everyday is guessing "Oh will she be happy today? Is she going to complain if we do this, or say that?" We live a life of lies and uncertainty right now. So think about what is around you, and who live there, around your life which must be perfect.




MY LOVER and my sister

And Thanks to my friends who are really supportive in all this, and that I admire as well!!!





The people I admire so much for all their... OMFG good works...(many of those above should be down here as well!)



And the fan clubs...